My Humanity Is Showing
Ever struggled with fear, depression, anger, or any other emotional pain (maybe even as recently as a few minutes ago)? I have. Actually, I still do. My Humanity is Showing is the story of how I navigate a life of imperfection and find hope by embracing my humanity, surrounding myself with caring people, and being vulnerable. This podcast is for broken humans like me who are looking for hope beyond the clouds. My prayer is that you find something in my shares that is not of me but rather through me.
Feel free to reach me at Amjed@myhumanityisshowing.com
Episodes
57 episodes
Stories I tell myself
Stranded on the side of the road with a flat tire, I was faced with a choice that could either escalate my stress or redefine the moment into an unexpected life lesson. It’s experiences like these that I unpack in our latest episode, where we n...
Courage to Face New Beginnings
Have you ever stood on the brink of a new endeavor feeling both invigorated and terrified? That's where I find myself as I return from my hiatus, inviting you to join me on a journey of authenticity and new beginnings. Today, we strip away the ...
Gratitude and Connection
Have you ever found yourself enveloped in the seemingly mundane, like a traffic jam, only to discover a hidden gem of beauty and calm within the chaos? I've had such an epiphany, and it's a tale I'm eager to share with you, one that dives into ...
Embracing the Present
“Have you ever pondered over the real essence of aging and what it means to grow older? Picture a young boy, mind full of curiosity, innocently fascinated with the ritual of shaving - fast forward to that same boy, now a man, staring at the mir...
Just little ol’ me
This is episode 52 and marks “one year” of episodes (although I missed a few weeks along the way).In this episode I share more on the topic of acceptance and fame.
I dream about a simple life
As I watched a fascinating documentary about longevity, I couldn't help but begin reflecting on my own life. I often find myself longing for a simple rural life and close-knit communities.
Can I choose gratitude? - Thanksgiving episode
Thanksgiving is a time to reflect on gratitude. In this episode, I share my experiences with and without gratitude.
Surprisingly, I adapt to change
In this episode, I share times when I have unknowingly adapted to changes. In the process of reflecting on my experiences with change, I may have stumbled across some hope…
When I was about 10 years old
This episode is a trip down memory lane to visit 10-year-old me. That was a particularly difficult time for me and may have significantly impacted who I am today.Trigger warning: bullying via name calling
Drowning in a sea of me
I’m this episode I share my experiences with self-obsession. Specifically, what does that look like for me? In what ways have I been self-obsessive? What happens when I self-obsess? What does it look like now?
The hand I was dealt
Apologies in advances for the sound of my voice in this episode; I’m recovering from a cold (my excuse for posting later than usual).In this week’s episode, I reflect on how my brain has historically internalized “failure” and my latest...
Damaged car resembles me
In this episode, I share about how I relate to a damaged car: broken, imperfect, yet somehow moving forward and serving a purpose.
Why do I have a bad case of FOMO?
My hunger for seizing every opportunity often feels overpowering, much like the main character in John Bunyan's The Pilgrim's Progress. i often deal with an irresistible urge to seize every opportunity which makes me forget to take out time for...
Don’t exclude me
There have been many things I have done and not done while trying to “fit in.” In this episode, I reflect on the impact of inclusion on my life.
Beautifully broken me
I work hard to remind myself to not only embrace my imperfections, but that through them I can be a better version of myself just as the gold-filled cracks of the Japanese tradition of Kintsugi adds to the beauty and resilience of once br...
I need help… (examining self-talk)
I often find myself repeating words and phrases I heard growing up, without even realizing it. In many cases, these phrases are negative self-talk. I call these the “old tapes” I play. In this episode, I reflect on some recent challenges with n...
I am worthy to live (988 episode)
I dedicate this episode to to World Suicide Prevention Day, and share my own experiences with suicidal ideation and attempts. My aim is to remove the stigma and foster a dialogue about mental health struggles. The last time I seriously consider...
Special Note: Episode 34 “Fear drives my dysfunction…” re-recorded
This is a special note about episode 34, “Fear drives my dysfunction…” A dedicated listener (and dear friend) highlighted an issue with the audio file, leading me to learn that the original recording was a garbled mess, followed by silence....
What labor means to me…
As Labor Day nears, I find myself drawn into contemplating the essence of work and labor in my life. Join me as I share some reflections on “what labor means to me.”
My survival depends on letting go…
In this episode, I share about the powerful tool of surrender as a way to find peace and accept my own imperfections…
Don’t put me in a bucket!
In this episode, I share my reflections on why people stereotype and why I particularly find it troublesome…
Can I share with positive vulnerability?
In the pursuit of showing my humanity, I have been aspiring to make it a positive experience for all involved. In this episode, I share about the podcast and my recent posting about it on social media. In the process, I stumbled across an inter...
I aspire to be more flexible…
As a youth, I remember watching Mary Lou Retton win the gold medal in the 1984 Summer Olympics for a perfect vault. At the time, I was actively participating in gymnastics and working hard on my handstands and flexibility. Over the years, I hav...